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this is my secondI suppose when you left i froze whenever in company. I suppose it was then i realised that I can't let anyone touch me; i am strong enough to do this all by myself, but i'm okay becuase i am unemotional. Nothing gets to me. It was the first thing that ever truly hurt me, becuase you were my favorite. My whole life had you occupying a huge part.this is my second
Gone. So i took it that i should get over it. And my eyes flooded with tears and my whole body began to crumble as i silently wept under my blankets. My safe place. And then i'd step out of my only secret and become their little strong girl.
They let go of their barriers
first.She had that sense of fascination when you saw her; an untouched girl. That was what made her. Her wandering eyes were only disguse for empty answers- A hollow part of her. Control. Control. Control. She didn't need you. Her mind slowly twisted as she shrivelled like a beaten witch. Her rotting mind built a dam blocking any sense of beautiful wonder. Just go with it. Just go with her. Tomorrow everything is going to be okay.first.
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